Diary´s editor notes

1)
Read through and fix grammar errors where "you're" was used instead of "your". This has been contemplated before and a decision was reached to keep the original in its form. Yet another version could be released with spelling and grammar fixes.. etcetera.


2)
If memory servers then there are lost passages in the original diary.
One that is key was about P.P.P. , PPP, or perception point pillar.
It described it self simply:

Perception is exactly that (what you perceive).

Perception point is [...]*.
* : the pure definition is unclear to me as is.
[later] perchance how your point of view is from your position. I should emphasize not focusing on the new words I added describing P.P.; instead, try and see the P.P. from such a P.P.P.
[later]
as you gain perspective ... as you perceive you attain a point of .. how you attain this perspective is tainted by your .. shall we say bias (it is only natural) such that an amassed perception would lead to experience that has to be centered on some base facts**. I am trying to show, I guess, that it is a point you'd stop on and decide to grow from that location: You'd elect a couple of premises that resonate with how you have perceived. premises .. that are built from experience.
** : Steini Lawrence Castle metaphor where a person would build a wall around it self.

Perception point pillar is as you gain experience you elevate upwards and gain thus a better view as you ascend. The focus was not necessarily on how high you are up but rather that the pillar would give you a better perspective point compared to being 1 inch (2.54 cm) from the ground versus half a mile (0.8 km).
[Later]
As you gained experience your P.P.P. would gain height; thus, giving you a better vantage point.


P.P.P. was used to explain how people attain experience and perspectives that are entierly different from yours.
[Poet] Metaphorically speaking that other person could have a vantage point that you can not see from your PPP.


3)
Lost pages:
Titan theory: does the passage still exist in this diary.
Hand symbols: -h, -e, -t, -c. (helm, NOUN, titan, a wrench technically).
-h : index finger placed onto nose and pressed down. Place the tip of the finger on the upper part of nose as if pointing directly into head. Proceed to move finger's middle so it touches tip of nose. At this point it is as if you are pointing up, and you finger is pressing on nose. Press lightly or tight down on nose with finger. Symbol known as -h (helm).
-e : proper noun. The opposite of energy. Pronounced "minus-e" sounds like saying "mine-to-see".
-t : titan. It is the concept that we are all asleep in a holographic chamber, yet we are sleeping on board a titan. That titan is within / in space. Control of -t can be achieved and thus changes in the holographic reality.
-c : i have the least memory of this one. A claw formed with the hand: form a 'c' with you hand where all fingers are together (along side each other) except the baug-fíngur (lang. Icelandish) (thumb). It is similar to how the hand would look if you had just grabbed a bottle. Grab a bottle and remove it without altering the position of the fingers: volla (lang. French), the -c hand posture.

[later] the titan theory may have been writen as a poem / paper on unifying field theory.
This was a method of perception that simply compressed .. gave a better perception point pillar to that end of understanding incoming perception versus the average p.p.p. ability to rationalize / intuit (bent version of word intuition) incoming data. Albeit, the description I give here does not have to reflect the content of said paper / poem entierly.

[later]  Something called "Complete universal field theory" was located in email sent folder (it has not been examined yet). Moreover, while within/in email i noticed more: references to titan, or titan theory.